Friday, 1 January 2016

it isn't worth it till your heart bleeds, is it? 

'Telepathetic'

I've been wondering how much longer I'd be able to stand for your lying and deceit and your utter selfishness.
You and I are so similar. Perhaps that's how we became so close in the first place. But it was the little ways we were different that forced us apart. And you are self absorbed and awful to the people around you. You treat the people who care about you as though they'll wait around for whatever shit you get them into, and they'll forgive you. You do what you want and don't care who you hurt, and I'm glad that you got hurt when you hurt me. I'm glad. I'm glad that I could make you feel as pathetic as you make everyone else feel.
And you are an awful, disgusting leech of a person. You are a liar and a fake, and i wish we weren't so alike, because I know exactly what's running through your head.
I love you. I love you so fucking much but god, you sicken me.
I'm glad.